Yesterday something someone said hit me hard on the face.
"I can't depend on you."
Those words went to every part of my body after hearing apologies and explanation.Then i think and think. That is true, i mean what do i have for anyone to depend on? Nothing. I have nothing. I do not have a university certificate, i do not come from a rich family and i do not have a high paying job. I have created nothing in my name for 22 years of my life. I use to hear a lot of grown ups telling me "I regretted not studying." when i'm still a teenager and i use to tell myself "Bullshit."
I hereby now announced that I, at the age of 22 regretted not studying hard. Then again, if i were to have a time machine and reverse back time i'd probably still do everything i have done in the past, because i am happy at that point of time and there will never be a reverse time machine.
I think what matter most is being happy and to be able to see the people you love smile everyday.